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girls.

some months are easier than the other. some months we dont feel anything, super easy and invisible, we even forgot that the time of the month should arrive anytime soon.cravings. mood swings. migraine. muscle sore/weak body. sakit parut kadang2. poops. and it differs for each individual..

this month, ive been suffering a little more than (say, the previous 2-3months. especially some kind of lower back pain there. judging from the mood swing, the cravings, and especially the pain.. i predicted very accurately. handal akuuu. hehehe). anyway, im just trying to channel the little pain i had somewhere... and here is the place. (?) haha.

eh whats wonderful about ramadhan is, wlwpun im suffering from gastric, yg kadangnya super sensitive.. sikit2 kan sakit, so far spanjang puasa ani alum ku tekana gastric langsung. alhamdulillah~ :) cana bleh atu ah.. hehe.. i remember during KNK, hari2 ku gastric :( maybe jua klw time puasa, at least brabis teratur jam makan atu kali.. hmm.. maybe..

tmorrow im gonna have to go to kadai early in the morning. pukul 10am lah. supaaya inda payah beasak2 dgn orang ramaai... hehe.. hopefully..

and that reminds me of office. have u ever met a friend and they made u feel a little down? :p met orang ani the other night and we discussed a little bit of work-related paper. the one i did the other day. talking to her, i then realised how important the paper was. how complicated it was. how detailed the decisions should have been. if thats the kind of decision that im looking into, then i know how crappy my work had been; how polite my boss was in commenting my paper. i should have taken that part of the paper more seriously, sekarang saya rasa sungguh buruk! hehehe. and doing changes will be mngalih bepikir.. but more importantly, ive left impression yg kurang enak, i think? hehe.

note: not that 'my friend' made me feel a little down in a bad way.. its kind of a good self-reflection..  hhaah. antah kau.