gigiku!

so many things happened since my last post, since the past week! but im gonna share this one INTERESTING thing that happened today. the rest, i still wanna share a lot bunch of it. tpi nanti lah. insyaAllah. (i really want to! hehe)

okaay.. so.. ive been busy (a little busy, busier than my normal free days) going thru the same crappy procedure like last march. i feel craaappy, really.. its like repeating what happened last march. things havent changed. i havent, technically (abstractly, i might have changed here in there). and why they havent had their final say on me? huhu.

anyway. today i did my dental in one of the camps' clinic. turned out, the doctor (dentist) in charge was our friend. not that im close with him. bukannya kami jenis slalu becakap pun. but we know each other. kadang kalau jumpa, becerita. and we've been thru some same programs together lah catu. but its like "eh do you actually remember me?" kind of friend laah, i'd say. hehe

so he did dental check up on me. his intro was "do u have any problem with ur teeth kah apakah" i was hesitated, knowing gigiku ani inda lah bisai.. but no problem, belubang, betambal, becabut inda lah.. (tpi ohmyy, bekarak ada lah. haha. seriously. and i am very aware of it but didnt have an ounce of care). so i just said no. and continued our conversation.. "i saw you the other day at sekian2 blabla" i said. and kami cerita2 sikit before he finally checked on my karakkss teeth. when he was done.. he said (malasku share di sini lah. hahaha) but his main point was (and exactly part of what he said) "i dont expect people with such intellect level like you would have such an unhygienic teeth" he was especially referring to the back my teeth lah.. all the plaque and stuff, i think (no, im sure). not only at the back, but general grade of my teeth is not that "hygienic".. and upon hearing that, i felt like screaming. haha. panas muaku sdikit tu ah. because he is a guy. and we kenal each other! dammmnn man, i couldnt care less about those teeth at the back, who would even look at them anyway? (-_-) as long as taie gigi ani inda luan taing2, yg anu nampak mun beceramin waaaah. atau asal inda nampak mata kasar. i know im suffering from plaque here and there but come on.. dentist tah jua bnaaar. haha. as a girl, maluku kana tagur ulih lelaki yg aku inda brapa biasa cematu.. hehe. but i take it, he was being professional. his intonation was professional. and i respect him for that. (but couldnt he choose better words? perghh. 'my teeth dont match my level of intellect' -my ass- haha) but then again, i get it. he had his point. bida jua tu kalau urg lain meliat diri cematu.. screw what level of intellect or whoever you are, asal saja namanya bini2 pun, mbagi malu juaa mun inda menjaga kebersihan diri ani (ha~ ha~)

but thats how i roll in life.. screw image. and although ive been happy and comfortable with the way i am.. its not necessarily a good thing. it doesnt mean im doing it right. bcause aku idup di dunia ani bukan seorang diri kaliii.. but ahh. whatever.. i know i should jaga image and all in certain circumstances.. yg pentingnya, those who love me, love me. and wouldnt mind about my teeth. or my slipper. or my baju. although, i'll try to do better for those i love :)

anyway. thats such an experience. inda pernah doktor gigi sebelum ani becakap cematu arahku, pebaik th bini2. haha. i guess, guys dentists are more particular about teeth hygiene (infact, guys are more particular about hygiene lah i think). and he was more obsessive about teeth than other dentistssss! :p and what i saw today was enough to tell me what kind of girl he likes. (hahaa. not that im interested in him. but its just good to know people). ahir2nya he said "tapi jangan kau inda ke klinik and bersihkan gigimu ani ah. because i will know, i will see u again nnti di sekian2" ah. okay. tapi gigimu lawa pulaaaaang. [-______-] no im not angry, im just very surprised. its a wake up call too. and i see him as a professional dentist, but still, im just a girl and that comment comes from an opposite gender who i know very little. muahaha. bisai plg stranger tu eh, atau kwan yg ku rapat. hehe.

& moral of the story, dont marry a dentist. no.. haha.

okay then.. walaupun post ani memalukan aku sendiri, tpi peduli lah. :p


*heard about misr situation :( that was my home! and specifically tempat yg tekana atu, was kampong tempat ku tinggal.. my house was like 400m from the mosque. huhu. mudahan th mesir selamat.. ya Allah.. tabahkan lah hati penduduk mesir, selamatkan lah mereka dan berilah kemenangan kepada yang benar.. amin ya Allah.. :'(