rugi...

not coming again.. told him exactly as planned..

ah whats happening to me? :(

ani nada kn dbuat ani boreng jua ku eh.. klw blusir ni, inda jua batah bh.. atu pun inda mau dtg.. :(

for a few days "nada kn dbuat" ani, it feels empty, tpi udh lama2, i think siuk tia.. biasa tia.. haha.. mcm masaku cuti 2weeks msatu, mula2 borengku nadakn dbuat.. but i got used to it, payah plgku kn start dtg office smula.. haiya..

ani jua ni, lagi th pyah aku kn start exercise smula.. 2 days are long days, its minus 10-20% fitness, starting again will be hard (i should ganti with saturday or sunday:p)

rugi bh rugi bnrnya.. hmm.. inda bleh ni cmani ani.. once ku decide inda dtg, addicted tu krg.. so i have to come and just come.. okay tu...? huhu

bh bhapa th ni?? tidur th ku dlu ih..

(do u read some kind of 'regret' here? or guilt? or just boredom? or just muhasabah, memujuk, or what?:p)