i know u dont know that i know

oh another story. post tuntum tuntum:p

dont be surprised of what people can find about you.. of what people know about u

so u better have a clean background. or at least an honest story. an honest-self :)

u better carve a good story, a good name.. so if people wanna dig about you, the dirtiest they can get is picture of ur comot face, playing with kids in some puddles..

*bukan sempena issue politik:p

but its okay, if we have our past, then we have our past.. if its not good, then dont let it stay with us now and in the future..

((setahuu sayaa, ada pendapat mengatakan, dosa tani yg baiknya tani sembunyikan.. biar yg tau antara tani dan Allah. sembunyikan tapi bertaubatlah.. bila dosa tani atu tani uar2kan dalam facebook (contohnya mpost gambar becium sama bukan mahram) atu ertinya tani inda rasa malu and berdosa dgn dosa2 tani.. bila tani sembunyikan (though some people would criticise atu as 'hipokrit' - tpi atu ertinya tani masih rasa malu dan berdosa.. well, unless niatnya mnyembunyikan atu lain lah, indaku tau cana kn explain lain atu..) tani sembunyikan tapi mesti bertaubat, dan jgn pula menipu, dan merasa diri inda pernah berdosa, just bcause other people inda pernah nampak dosa tani atu...))

tsk tsk ani versi ustazah. but i didnt mean to be serious. sbnrnya sbnrnya i wanted to talk about lain, tpi teingatku psal lain, about some 'lies' slash 'truth'.. apalah.

inda bh, ani wassap group drg dgn2ku exercise ani, i was surprised that one of them sent a picture of me yg ia gmbar from a book. i wrote an article last year fr one of the ministry's magazines. but im quite sure not many people pun yg meliat magazine atu (unless ure one of the publishers) aku pun inda prnah mndgr nama magazine atu.. jnth harap kn pernah mbaca.. hehe.. udahku prnah menulis atu, noticed th ku kewujudan buku ani.. earlier this year, found it in the office, so that was the first time aku baca.. the one yg ada article ku lah.. hehe.. urg officeku lgi inda pernah mention my article atu, so didnt expect other people would notice.. so when he sent that picture (ofcourse i was 'laughing' at that, at myself.. mbgi malu wh eh.. hehe) what struck me the most was.. people can know so much about you and you dont  even realise it. sometimes i do that too, i know some people who i know more than they expect i would. but i never imagined reversing the role.. what do i feel if other people know me more than i expect they would? (tpi mun nganya TAU dari benda yg luan pampang2 arah facebook or yg luar2 arah blog ani, im not too impressed:p klw unexpected, impressed lah sikit. kahkah) ..what if what they know is unexpectedly unpleasant.... (hence the introduction of my post. heeh) well this time im lucky bcause what he found about me was a good thing, but if not? jadi sentiasalah buat yg baik2 saja, tpi niat atu jgn terpesong.. esseh..

so anyway, he told me where he found the book (gerenti keboringan ni ia ah smpai meruah isi buku atu. hehe)

im myself is pretty good at "people-research-skill" if i want to lah.. and if i have enough time and resources.. hehe.. pretty good at gathering hints and tamukan the puzzle. but its only fr fun.. bcause i could be wrong.. silap2 cara, karang jadi fitnah tia:p *prasan sikit ah, makasih. haha

and actually, im quite nervous about this blog. im nervous if specific certain people found me out.. antah apa kah saja ku tulis dalam ani.. (klw urg inda bedusa mana ya nervous tu. haha. nadalah.. its just, it reveals so much about me, and about so many things. its my way of venting out my detailed rants and thoughts, so its not gonna be fun if those certain people found this out.. hehe..

bh tidurrr