after 6 years

i have time, and i have freedom. i am pretty happy with my life now. (well, maybe until i run out of money xp)

tmrow boss will be in the office, hopefully i can meet her. so i can ask for a break~ call me up whenever needed, whenever whatever i have is needed.. i'll come like a zoomzoomzoom.. (im happy but a break will make me extra happier:p)

somewhere this week my friend and i was talking about kain.. and it reminded me of hari raya. surprisingly, i was a bit excited. i wanted to bake some cakes! hehe. i havent had proper hari raya for years. i mean, maybe for 2 years lah. havent had proper or 'normal' hari raya. most years, i spent overseas but we had some celebrations among us plg. in 2011, we didnt have celebration yg kmi jadi tuan rumah, kami aga orang saja.. but it was pretty interesting, pasal kmi inda ramai yg stay (due to safety warnings psal revolution tpi kmi ani gagah gempita sikit. haha) so we went to the embassy officers' houses (it felt like home. sama brabis) and yg paling siok we went to the local's house and got to celebrate hari raya style dorang. hehe.

whereas last year was yg paling inda normal prasahanku. bcause we still had class (inda cuti) and we didnt prepare anything drumah.. i attended the society's celebration but didnt quite feel it. and our neighbour gave us some halawiyat middle east style.. but overall it felt empty, nothing. excitement nada, sedih nada, feeling pun nada. AND i lost my sister..

this year, hopefully i have enough time to bake some cakes! (if nada changes mengajut, sure i'll have enough time. hehe) it'll be fun! and hopefully ada kwan2ku yg lain buat cake, and we can do some exchanges. it'll be fun, just like the old days di sebarang laut saanaa, but a bit different. bh jan eksin ah. haha. but problem is, most of my friends busy bah.. aiya boring kmu ani :p

this will be the first time aku beraya sini properly after 6 yrs (got time especially. biasanya klw sampat pn raya sni, sibuk ku kn mulih) and now i drive and now most of my friends are here.. im not the type who'd get excited by hari raya.. mnada siok.. tpi.. lets just see, this time it seems different, so lets just see..

*mun ku kawin sudah, lagi tia exciting kali fr the first hari raya together.. tpi taun2 akan dtg, sakit tia kali kepala mikirkan byk kn diaga.. mingling and all.. and etc etc.. ehhh kawin th plg... :p

same goes as ramadhan! its gonna be fun fun fun! hopefully. amin. got to spend it with family and friends. got to eat makanan local. and inda pyah masak sndiri. wawa. (tpi kdgnya rindu jua masakan sndiri and housemates.. hehehe.. and kdgnya rindu jua ramadhan and hari raya sama2 di tmpt lain atu.. sobsob)

but most importantly, mudahan jua aku memanfaatkan ramadhan ani bisai2... hehe.. and.. be a better person.. amin ya Allah..