so.. what now?

i think ive just been handed a freedom ticket.. hehehe..

now im kind of happy.. but i dont know why it hurt -although it hurts less now..

i think its just bcause im gonna live the rest of my life differently

a part of me will live the what if 

another part will live feeling unsettled

most parts will be happy though..

and it hurt bcause ive let some people down..

alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal..

amazing juga yg namanya takdir ini.. hehe

and amazing juga yg namanya doa ini.. 

anyway.. im having a break :)

i think i'll still go to the morning workout - on my own will. but generally, im on a break.. oh yeahhh lakas tah bawa aku belayar :p