dear myself

whatever is happening, i dont have much clue about it..

but it made me feel disturbed.. and my happy weeks are gone (but still, i am thankful for whatever i felt those days) and now come again the kusut and marah week..

beulah th ku nah.. huhu..

its always like this: if we sabar and redha and ofcourse that means besyukur, better things will happen to us.. i have no doubt about it..

problem is, hati manusia ani slalunya more to blackish than pinkish.. hehehe.. makanya, i need to didik my hati..

jauhkan aku dari perasaan marah ya Allah.. redhakan hatiku.. jadikan aku orang yg redha, apa pun jua takdirMu.. jadikan aku orang yg sabar, org yg bersyukur, org yg beriman.. jauhkan aku dari sangkaan buruk terhadapMu, dan orang-orang sekelilingku.. amin ya Allah..