hiking-mengigau-awal

tomorrow we go hiking~ although im excited tapi aaalaaa, bangun awal, jalan awal mcm biasa.... tpi at least inda pyah msuk office baaah..

today was the day that i let some sadness and worries in (told u, lately ive been happy).. went looking at things back im my room today and they reminded me of my sister.. i miss her.. i really do..

the second thing is that.. now i doubt if i would blend in well with my future schoolmates, doubt if i would be myself like im being myself with my current training mates.. u see, i act different at office, i dont think i am myself at both offices.. if i am more that way than being who i really am , i would not be enjoying the school much... so.. i hope, i'll act freely, be myself.. blend in well and... enjoy the school. hopefully. amin ya Allah..

tadi my nephew and niece mengigau.. so i joined in the parents laughing except that i didnt laugh infront of the kids psal aku pun jnis mngigau jua bnrnya (tapi jaraaang brabis udh), so i know how it feels like to be in between of sadar and inda. in between of defensive inda mengigau psal kna tawakan tpi sbnrnya andang pun mngigau. haha. their mother said theyre sleepwalking psal telampau byk bemain today.. aha.. maybe jua..

bh i better go to sleep, so i can go hiking strong strong.