wrong move?

haru cmani ani bnr eh. walked into my class today and saw some... unfamiliar faces. woo i thot eh wrong class? but checked the room number. lurus. and saw familiar faces then... rupanya ada yg urg class esuk kna invite ke class tadi..

and then the story began. ceh. there is this coming group presentation.. and i would have preferred klw group ani kna assign2 kan sapa2 membernya so no room for regrets. but no. ada tia topik2 kna bagi, then pick what ure interested in. i should have gone easily with those familiar people yg ku biasa2.. but i didnt have idea of any of those topics except ONE. nda lgi ku snggup mngakas topik yg langsung ku nda tau time masa2 singkat ani. so i just raised my hand fr that particular topic. inda juaku tau sapa lagi yg angkat tgn psal aku duduk dpan skali. nah thats how the group kana arranged. then kna suruh mingle, then shoshosho people talking and asking sapa partner drg. including me. ooh org blakangku. these 3 women. from esuk punya class originally. yg grown up and intimidating. and dorang ani memang geng lah. i saw them arh the other class and tolong... tolong.. im kind of "scared" to be with them.

by the end of the class, my coursemate ani tnya "ko dgn siapa?" then i told them lh. theyre still unsettled psal group drg, about the topic and group members- too packed. think they might have wanted to offer me a place kali.. the group too big then maybe kn separate then me masuk, psal andang prnah jua segroup sama drg. sooo assuming that is true, kaaan i could have easily switched to them? but i didnt. and i might regret that. think i wont be comfortable arh my new group ani. tida taauu lahhh. huhu

have i made the wrong move, again?

tawakkaltu ala Allah.. mudahan th this is the most ideal choice and i'll be comfortable and okay with them and dorang inda sasak/racist/jahat arhku:p (psal drg ani already a group of friends! so im left out).. i just hope that i can fit in and function at my best! and get the task done...

amin amin.