continuation:p

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i dont like to be friends or to be near or to be involved with smart people. they intimidate me.

it makes me think, its easier to like (or to the extent 'fall for') people who are flawed. who are able to show they are flawed. who are imperfect, because only then i am able to show "hey look, im not perfect too. so u dont have to worry or hide who you are" only then i am able to be myself and accept my imperfections. i dont have to pretend like im a better someone than who i really am.

in the other post, i said i cant even last two minutes -comfortably- in a close proximity with a man, boy, guy.

i'll tell you again next time. i really need to sleep, and so i can hibernate and dedicate my time to my next task. i'll bangun awal esuk. banar. haha. insyaAllah. best of luck, to me, to you all.  we sama2 pray fr each other. :)