raw draft

it turned out, surprisingy, i dont really have to "hibernate" myself on my study desk the wholeeee day. surprisingly jua, i enjoyed writing this piece. it was somehow not that difficult to reach 2000! paling stress th essay yg before ani.. payahku mikirkan. haha. and the last nite one pun payahku kn reach 2000.

but i am well aware that this is a draft. a very raw draft. cakap melayu sopan lagi:p and points ku pun i bet balik2 ni. and karang time edit, 1800 would possibly become 1500. (kadang2 jadi labih dari original word plg tapinya... hehhe. but slalunya tekurang lah)

and seeing how macam smooth my way reaching 1000+ this time, i am kind of afraid. haha. i was saying to myself "this cant be right. antah2 ada something wrong ni" na'uzubillah. hehehe. u know, like.. what if.. what IF im out of the context, what if i go melarat2 and waste the amount of words, what if im writing something yang bukan Ques mau?? tuuuu nah, "paranoid" much:p thats a kind of feeling i cannot escape while doing these things. but i'l just have to take the risk and go with what i think is right.. i mean, if i got the chance to ask the lecturer, i would. but jarang lah i got the opportunity to go through my points or draft with the lecturer. and given im a last minute person, nada lagi tetanya in detail. hehe.

so anyway. i think i could finish this part of Q by tonight. and tmorrow, i'll go through the next ques. that'll be tougher psalnya aku balum ada bombardment of thoughts fr that one. and no solid references yet. bh bleh th ku masak2 and liat tibi ni dulu!! yeaaa. haha (btw, jam laptopku atu jam Brunei. now this place is two hours laju-er)