rant rant rant

i am venting my worries and daily things here lately...

why does the uni i am applying to (one of) have to ask for an official subject descriptions. my uni does not provide anything like that. i wanted to email them, stating my problem.. then it sounds weird.. how come one doesnt have studies layout for the year, or at least course layout? but really, we dont have one. we'll get to know what we are going to study only when we get the books. or by asking people, asking lecturers or anyone. nothing official, at the least. not even on the website(s). therefore.. in order to do that, i'll have to do description on my own.. maybe if i want to perfect it, i'll have to do the years layout as well, not only the course sole description.. then i'll have to go thru my boxes, refer back to yr 1-yr 4 modules.. and describe them briefly.. and then, since i dont think i am able to describe in arabic, i'll have to do it in english.. and then translate it to arabic and bring it to the dean of faculty and ask for their approval and official stamp.... whose approval i cant guarantee boleh dapat... and.... sigh. should i just skip this uni? :s should i just give them excuses? should i ask if i can get exception for this? but i personally think, having the description and layout of my course is important and will be very very useful in many ways. maybe its worth it to at least try...

then i'll have to go to aussie embassy for certification of copies, and then post it via secure egypt post... which is, i think, EMS or fedEx or something...

isnt that tiring? wawwawa.

sabar. if i want it enough, i'll do it gracefully - no komplen komplen no mengeluh, do it smoothly and patiently..

after those are done, things will go easier.. i'll just have to wait fr my final transcript and translate it and post it to aussie.. (depending on the uni response. i hope its a positive one, im hoping fr conditional offer after stage one of my application) .. i dont know, its risky, as i said.. final result lagi lambat..

but im hoping, and praying. whatever happens, sure Allah knows whats the best untuk hamba-hambaNya.. :) i'll always keep that in mind, and be in unconditional faith, insyaAllah.. amin..