aku..

ngalih eh.. malas eh.. cmana ni?? haha

looking back, i must say.. i am impressed, how could i describe the light i saw distance away from our building.. i heard the dog barking and described the tiny tiny feelings i had about hearing them.. i looked outside the window, smiling.. and noticed every little thing around? it was like.. i was.. in a complete state of serenity.. so calm, so cool, so undisturbed..

it was like..i didnt care.. i didnt care of the worries i was supposed to have.. it was not- "i tried not to care"- but.. worries didnt bother me much.. how to say this? i spent my days living, not waiting, not worrying, not putting pressure on myself, not complaining.. nothing.. i just.. went thru the days.. with this open heart and mind.. and.. huu.. how to get back those feelings? (mayjune, 2009)

or is it just.. my memory exaggerates much?

just a little reminder to myself..

"...because to me, this is the "honeymoon" part of life.. siuk bnrnya wlw ada sakitnya.. someday, i might cry missing these moments.. mksudku moments jadi student.. because.. life gets scarier after that.."

i said that once, and ive always thought of studying that way, as well as in the many other ways.. and of course lah, plus the part where we must have the right intention and reasons to study & seek knowledge; this for sure is the most important one.


i hope this reminds me.. that i should enjoy every moment of being a student.. every moment of revising, having my papers.. every difficult moment, every oh-la-la-la moment.. because.. these moments might turn out to be what i am gonna appreciate most.. gonna miss most.. knowing that now.. could save me from bigger regrets.. at least might save me from "regrets of not enjoying every moment"

sekian. lets enjoy studying, enjoy revising, enjoy learning, enjoy the exam, lets enjoy everything (good) we do.. i know, deep deep deep down in our hearts we do love these right? we learn more, we know more, wiser: stronger: happier- in one way or another! :)

:p



maybe.. i hope these images give me some kind of feelings.. motivation.. serenity.. and such.. haha.. hmm.. : dont have enough time to browse better pics though. antam sja~ nyehehe :D .. at least they are good moments, good feelings. heee heee

(calm ocean. wide blue sky. high mountain. pure white. path. serene green. high mountain. sunshine. light) :p