kerang kali?

i.. kind of.. aah.. u know.. sort of.. "feeling blue~" haha :p

and.. i wanted to be here, but i have no idea? because..i'l end up saying things like.. "what should i say.. what should i post about?" should i tell u bout my sleep pattern? what happened that night when i said i wanted to sleep early and wake up early.. was it a success? hows my sleeping pattern now? emm, no, u wouldnt care enough. then, should i say about lampung? naa.. still, u wouldnt care enough. then, how am i now.. my flu/cold? same, u wouldnt care enough..why would i care whether u care or not? i guess i want u to care.. then.. what would make u care enough?

then.. u'l end up saying things like.. mngapa ia ani?? apakn te-care care ani? does she mean it? or.. boring kali ya..? girl thing.. pms maybe? love-related thing? movie-songs-related thing? homesick? tired? exam? malasku ingau, i dont care.. yea, u dont..

i.. just.. wanna say.. blues~ hahaha and then.. u'l end up feeling blue too :p eh eh, i searched these images psal "feeling blue" kan.. (out of boredom, out of tiredness okeh okeh? haha) ytah, lawa2 imagesnya.. such arts.. amazed ku, esp yg abstract.. i mean, generally lah.. abstract arts.. amazed by "how in the world are they able to put their feelings in those arts.. in those drawings.. in the abstract?" like, the drawings, they successfully convey the meanings and the feelings. emm art is such a beauty ;p (okay, although for a fact, i-am-no-good-at arts.. tpi i think i have this interest arh arts, admiration.. things like that.. hehe..)


feeling blue: feeling unwell, mainly associated with depression and unhappiness..

(i dont describe feeling blue that way though. haha. strong description i think, this one above. i meant it in a more swaying swaying way.. apanah tu? haha. antam dang~ )

when i told u i feel so, it isnt that bad, just.. not happy.. not exactly unhappy.. tired.. not motivated.. a little bit lost.. that... that feeling.. i guess.. like... slightly heavy-but-not heavy feelings inside.. because.. ... because.....

aah skip!


skali.. let me you show this:


AKU TESLIUR ANI!! aku mau yg di yayasan atu.. arh foodcourt.. yg seafood.. lupaku namanya eh.. tpi nda apa, aku paling mau yg di tamu selera.. aku mau ke sana.. aku mau ke sana.. bagus eh, last summer mcm brabis brabis sudah ku mkan kerang ani.. tpi yth yg ku paling tesliur now.. like like, last last summer aku brabis mkan ruti talur batu satu.. nah, yth yg pling ku tesliur last yr.. (err second lah, yg paling cucur tarap)... and now, this one!! kerang!! i want!! sabar!

bukan aku punya gmbar ni. dari internet lah sja..

haha: this kerang can be classified as blues as well? :p mnasja u define feeling blue lah~

be good. be happy. be motivated. be red! red kah? heh heh


when a smile of yours creeps into my mind~