exGC

..who is she? he asked.

after what seems like 5 minutes, i answered "she is.. one of those people that i *might* die for" ..suddenly remembering she said once that she'd stand by my side no matter what; no matter when people go against me, no matter whether i did right or wrong -hating my mistake as she would, she'd still stand by me- .. remembering how she was always there for me, remembering how i'd spill my heart out to her, cry my tears, had some bitter arguments and back again like it never happened, remembering how i'd do the same for her.. running a mile because she needed me to, crying a river because she was hurt..

the way we wouldnt think twice to give a hand, the way we would sacrifice for each other not even realizing its a 'sacrifice', the way we suddenly become such a selfless person, not even realising we are selfless..

after so many times the word 'teamwork' had been vomitted on our face, suddenly it rings a bell in me after answering that question 'who is she?' -thats how we should feel for each other.. or at least 30% of what i feel towards that friendship that i have, if only we have 30% of it towards each other, we'd be superb.. and i mean all of us.. not only towards some selective people.. i think, i now understand what i should feel.. i might have given effort to work towards that so-called 'teamwork' but not with this kind of understanding.. (still hating the word teamwork tho :p)

havent been home for.. 3 weeks? apaa saja kami buat the past two weeks aaah? was it that challenge that my team had won? (yahoooohoho) and classrooms and yes, our exercise this week. that was… different and crazily sleepless…… we had three tasks rotation, only get to rest whenever ure not on guard (max 4 hours) and when ure not called (standby team) but thats only when we gottt lucky. merasai th ku tidur time bejalaan tu eh. haaha. i dont know if i was really sleeping.. tapi time kana cakap oleh dorang around me "jangan ko tidur eh", aku tekajut. its like tidur time bediri or tidur time driving.. yg skajap2 tpi tebangun.. aah ia udah tu, bjalan pun inda lagi tantu2, keliung2 kiri kanan.. thats how tired u could be..

the final exercise in that exercise was super FUN! thanks to the weather, otherwise mbari kapisan tuu. did the practices like 2 days last week.. 2 days plg tapi banyak kali prektis.. the first day was at 3pm under the hot memancar matahari.. i just stood there with my robocop suit, trying my best not to feel what i was feeling.. tapi punah musnah.. muntah ku banyak kali. and i was only STANDING inside the suit. the second day, i managed to go further (not only standing:p), i did the whole practice dari awal ke ujung.. tapi muntah jua lagi (haiya) however, the ptg session and practice hours before the real one and the real one, dgn bangganya saya mengatakan.. saya tidak muntah:p but anyway, SIUKKKKK!

overall, the exercise was different. im not sure how i did.. but i enjoyed it (sudahnya abisss atu:p) tapi time exercise, ia juanya ku merungut haha. but i was such a memorable one!

:)

it'll get tougher. i pray we all will be equally tougher. and together we excel.. rabbi yassir wala tu'assir ya kareem.. amin ya Allah..