4 months and more..

went to the blog and surprised that the last one was in september. haha.

life has been different (ofcourse!) for the past (what 4 months?)...

lots to write..

.... (away. away. away)

now i see why we werent let go home that frequent. because the more u are out of the training environment, makin tia lalai.. its harder to leave home, and you are civilian-ated. he he he.

during the first weeks here, i was asked "if u go home, will u keep doing what ure doing here? like how emaculate ur room is now? or youre doing it just for the purpose of the training?"

i said "i doubt it. i think i'll only do it here"

err.. i think i am labelled as 'honest' here.. err.. err.. at least that is something positive ait? hehehe.

so.. coming to the next phase, when i went home, i was surprised to see that something is actually instilled in me.. i left my room (my new room) with my things ampai2 sana sini. i went back and actually memanyap2 barang2, hating to leave it bejurit.. and then thinking "eh.. that question.. he must be proud if he sees me thinking this way" hehehe.

same as menerikah baju.. menerikah kali ku sudah ah.. :p

have i changed? i dont know. some things must have changed.. but in general i am still the person i was 4 months ago. except more disciplined, more rajin, and more itu ini. hehehe (talk to the hand:p)

my friend, she met me for the first time after about 3 months.. she said, im still the same. (tapi itam lah hehe)

so anyway. im nervous for the senior term. pray for me.

see u?