on sleep and raya

going back to kampong was goooood. or was it the weekend, doesnt matter kampong or not? slept like a boss! yippe yippe. sampai sangal jua rasanya menimpang atuu.

waking up both fr sahur and especially in the morning had been hard fr me since the training. and i mean, really hard. havent felt that way in a long time. slalu kalau kan bangun pagi, okaay saja. ani kan bangun pukul 10am pun payah! aiya. tpi skalinya weekend atu, penyeluru.. pukul 7am pun dapat sudah belusir2 rasanya (-_-) *but i think thats bcause i had enough sleep the nights before. and inda mengalih mana.. hehe.. except on sunday lah.. barat sikit..

tomorrow i'll start my full babysitting career. no more bangun at 10am. well, goodluck to that. haha. bro's maid balik.. atupun bukan jua permanent maid.. and since they had problem with their latest 'permanent' maid baru2 ani, they decided to try not having one.. inda plgku tau smpai bila.. sampai dorang apply fr maid lagi or sampai this maid yang balik cuti ani comes back here kali.. hehe.. but ah, point is, im gonna have some full-long-days starting tmorrow! good luck. nyehehe.

kerajaku yg boss bagi pun alum siap. did some today, udah2 lah dulu.. ngalihku. i am not sure bila ku ada masa esuk2 kan buat kraja ani. siang busy, malam pun busy jua.. part2 inda busy atu yatah partnya kan berehat.. but i know i'll find time somehow. due is this thurs.. err..

tmrow have to finish my draft. rabu finaliseeee.

can i not come fr the training? i think i'll do bubus version. kadang datang, kadang inda. yeah, cool. :D

have i wrote it down here that im not going beraya this year (again?). i was a bit torn between kan enjoy beraya as a free person (no commitment. and ho yeah, i drive now) and going fr some work volunteering (again). pikir2, sama jua urg cuti dua hari saja raya.. sapa jua dgnku beraya nih klw urg inda cuti.. unless, well unless rayanya ani weekend! huhu. tpi mcm weekend kaan.. haiya. (and i forgot i still got friends who are still studying! and urg cuti skulah brapa, 1 week, 2weeks? friends and family yg cigu and kanak2 ada jua tu! nyeh). but i already said yes. no turning back. huu. im not going anywhere, just bsb and tembird. (pasal tmburong th aku cakap awu. daaayym, i miss tembird, thats why. haha). i'll be back raya ke 7.. hopefully raya ke 7 onwards tah aku kana jamput2 openhouse. come on, if youre reading this.. baah bawa th ku bjaalan arah open house kamu (dan kawan2 kamu:p) raya ke 7 onwards ah. makasih.. :p

okay.. that was maybe a not so good decision.. emm..

but.. a decision is a decision right. ive made one. so no point in trying to look back and wonder if its the right one.. all i can do now, is make the best out of it. like i always said "maybe its not about wondering whether or not we have made the right decision. maybe its about making the best out of every decision that we made.." (eh tau cakap saja. sama jua nya.. bohoho)

so... i might as well make the most out of it. enjoy, have fun, and get to know people. ah well.