started at 6 and its getting harder to get up that early. mengalihkuu ehh. cmana th ku kan survive 10 more weeks ni w/out mbuyuk2. haha
i dont know, i feel unsettled. like something wasnt right. did i do something wrong? it felt like it... i feel some guilt. was i being rude? was i being belabih? was it bcause i didnt do what coach asked me to? he asked me to continue training tdi, tpi mngalihku.. so i refused. then at the end, he said "ah bcause of them, u do half-training ah. this one is fr beginners" ah beginners? then theyre so damn good beginners. ngalih juaa ku tuuu mun ku buat double session, buat 6am and 730am.. huhu.. (kira menyambung plg saja, but still.... i'll do extra than the others.. huhu)
i feeeeeeel so unsettled. agh.
tmrrow i'll behave :(
im sorry fr the way i am today.
tmorrow i'll behave..
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