muamu

im getting annoyed with myself..

i kept talking about the same things..

as a friend reminded me, banyak lagi urg bemasalah di dunia ani..

kusutku ani mcm tayi cacak plg nganya ni sbrnrnya..

im lucky in a lot of ways..

im blessed in a lot of ways..

but im going thru a phase (and there will be a lot of phases to come. haha)

so... maybe, i need time.. and.. i dont know.. just,  i'll have to forgive myself.. and let myself do this (marahi sajaku lah when im being too overly dramatic :p)

until i get better.. and better..

bah silamat malam. mbaca novel ku kajap. and esuk sambung di ofis lagi xp