not in my best mood.. tpi bukan jua bad mood.. i think im just feeling down down.. coupled with these painss everywhere..
woke up, just to wish i dont have to go thru the day like usual.. woke up, just to wish fr the day to end quickly.. i just wanted to lay down, get crumpled on the bed..
then i did my morning session, it wasnt good.. and ofcourse, exhausting.. kana bagi homework workout lagi.. i dont know, i think i can feel the pressure now, knowing there are things i could not do, there are things i am very weak at.. i can feel the pressure because i did bad today.. i can feel the pressure because yesterday was okay and then tiba2 today coach loaded me with difficult things (and it emphasized my weaknesses).. i just cant see it, how i am going to be okay -to ever be okay-... as for running, i had to do it after office hrs.. i am not tested with endurance now, its speed.. and speed is always hard.. becali, i performed better the other day on the JOG, today i failed the task.. i didnt even complete it.. lamah gemalai i rasanya.. now i feel more down down..
kmarin bisai udah ku senyum2, mood byk positive.. today, mental dan fizikal saya mungkin sedang manja dan tunjuk prasaan..
esuk im gonna skip the swimming class. i hate it. ahha. mbajir duit ni iskip2 ani. huhu
nah aku ada utang kan post something bah.. ani lain plgku buat.. apalaaa
i should take each day as it comes... eemmm.. bah..
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