back!

tihi-spot is back, i is back (to internet) :p well, partially. because: a) im not gonna have internet access at office - ada plg internet tpi aku nd dpat tu.. b) di kampong nada internet ooo.. and, svis dst pun tinglor nih.. c) i think i will be very kepingsan for the days to come.. so.. i dont have that much time.. i.e: i'll be here when i am at my bro's (and maybe whenever i feel like to) and when i have time..

so.. i had a lot to say tpi... mana lagi ku ada feel kan mnulis:p

yg pentingnya.. i havent felt settled yet.. bangang ku masih.. came home, drove around places (because i wanted to, bcause i had to - practise and learn the roads).. got called by the bosses.. needed to do this and that, to buy this and that (ani personal ni yg kan dbali ani, bkn plg seruan boss.. half2 lah.. haha).. rasa2nya aku mcm bgarak auto.. mcm robot laah jua sikit2 rasanya.. and sometimes i dont even know what i feel or what i am doing.. nyangku, bangangku lakat.. nah ani monday start th ku poc and attachment.. hentah lah.. kata jua kan bagi aku cuti this week.. sama juanya kana suruh ksana kmari.. haiya.. and how i wish aku poc saja, inda pyah attachment.. huhu

okay.. fri last week i went back home. when i was at the melbourne airport, i heard my name was announced.. i thought bcause i was late.. tpi rupanya nada angin, nada ribut.. i was upgraded to bussiness class! heheh. that must have been that kind paci's doa.. and maybe i did something right and kind that day (or in this life).. haha.. i think that was my best flight ever! :D [alhamdulillah]

monday ke office, skali on tues kana panggil tia ku lgi - brabis last minute - ulih boss punya boss punya boss punya boss.. unfortunately i went some distance away from home.. baju compang camping saja.. so got to go back home tukar baju and ke office.. (superman pun inda drive laju cmatu tu eh).. switced the drivers plg tu:p abgku drive and then had to go by boat, kana ambil leh mini boss di bandar.. can u imagine how "last minute" it was? tpi andang pun cmatu pisinnya bah.. huhu.. but the biggest boss was in a very very extremely good mood. he was happy with me. and im happy he was happy. haha. lucky me. nnti2 nadaku blurih ia baik mood cmatu tu~

what else? i think late nights my hormones (progesterone or oestrogin -spelling) pms hormones kicked in, they let me feel extra exaggerated feelings.. sensitive inda btmpat th ku.. and u must have known it already, being home wasnt easy.. not this time. i miss my sister, a lot. that first day hurt the most.. and for the days to come, there might be days when the pain keeps coming back.. :(

hah. mcm nada feel ku mnaip ani.. heheh. tired ako.. and bangang ako..

later ada class swimming lagi.. tired ako lagi skali~