28 dec 2012

yay happy today. i feel productive. haha. when i started summer holiday in cairo last year, the final summer.. i felt... bored and empty. but as the days went on, i was happy with the 'emptiness', the joy in spending the days with 'nothingness', i was happy to wake up when i wanted to wake up not because i had to wake up. i was happy staring at the blank spaces (angan2), i was happy when cooking made me feel busy. :p

maybe today is like that day. i felt productive psal menelepon urg electricity. bohoho atupun!:p okay, so dealt with some things. called to notify the electricity-people (final bill will be delivered to brunei. free inda bleh kah bang?), housemate notified internet, collected the parcel, done with the letters, greenlite with the robe reimbursement, and boss responded.. (finally~) so... thats a yay for today. alhamdulillah. wlwpun inda jua packing2nya aku ani. heheh. inda pndai jara bh habit last minute ani.. i am a super last minute person. last year, i didnt really get much sleep in the final week in cairo. memanyap mcm kn kpisan. and i never had sleep (if thats exaggerating, its like 90% inda tidur lah) klw esuknya kn balik brunei. psal aku alum packing. klw kn jalan sama lah jua tu, 4hrs sleep or less. klw antar assignment? more or less the same. payah ni payah urg cmani ani.. huhu

anyway. hopefully i'll start packing today -other than books-  okaaayyy.

a bit excited to go home. i miss my friends, i miss the foods, i miss the kids, i miss the family and more importantly i need to do the things that i need to do. SCARY. a bit excited but more to scared... scared because of whats to come. brabis scared. and scared.. because i am not sure if i would be okay without my late sister.. would i cry like a mad girl i was the other day? would i be okay..?

haih.. lets just hope and pray fr the best..

anyways.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAHZILLEANA EMEY AAE! mudahan mbesar dgn lebih lawa dan bijaksana mcm aku (think u said that time ku bday msatu. haha)

i wish u the bestest things in the world and utk akhirat. mudahan happy, lakas kawin, kraja pun cantekk and less stressful (u know im proud of you!), sihat, pnjang umur, murah rezeki. mudahan mndapat husnul khatimah.. happy and bjaya dunia akhirat amin ya Allah.

im sure youre too busy to read this:p u dont even have access to read this site now. muahaha. but know what? youre one of the 'friends-for-life' kind of person. ailabiuuu. blueerghh pahaakkkztuii. hahaha. but really, i really appreciate your/our friendship :')

take a good care of yourself. taun dapan jangan nyaya aku boss!

----- happy birthday! :)