yatah apaa?

did you notice that i wrote down "ambil yg keruh, buang yg jernih" in my previous post? do u think that is intentional or not? u think i was being sarcastic to myself? i was pissed off when given a good advice and therefore its the same like perbuatan mengambil yg keruh, mbuang yg jernih? instead of menerima apa yg baik dari nasihat atu aku marah th plg?

thats a good way to be defensive! haha. sbnarnya saya ketulahan itu. thats when u let ego talk.. :p indaku sengaja kn kreatif2 mnsarcastic kan diri sendiri.. wlwpun it would be.. "deep" and "creative" (hahah:p) tpi itu bukan lah maksud saya..

i really meant to say buang yg keruh, ambil yg jernih :) tapi my anger or ego betrayed. they reflect my fault lines into my words, intro writing. amazing how life works :) hehehe

slept fr 4 hrs yesterday and had a 2hrs nap last nite. ani kusut ku meliat assignmentku ani. bejurit! lurus kh susunan ku ani, cana kan mbuat ayat bisai, nda balik2 kah point ku ani, apa lagi kurang, lurus kah sudah reference ku ani, atu balum bemasukkan, ani balum besusun.. bejurit! BEJURIT! kusut jiwa meliat and trying to figure it out. that happens almost everytime kn mnyusun my thoughts and my writing -- that happens to both organised and not so organised people. except that organised people would handle it more effectively because they have time and well.. they are organised! mna drg mbuat kraja cuai2, bejurit2! so that leaves the not so organised people with more pressure to handle. but thats the only time (last minute) that they functions at their maximum level! (or almost maximum)....

yatah kann? :o

:p

todays my last day of school! yakni last assignment! i hope i did well in all subjects. amin ya Allah