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im not very knowledgable about Gaza.. didnt read, didnt follow much.. but my impression is just that, this is so much like opreation cast lead 2008/09.. its like a repitition of it. im not sure what motivates israel this time around, some say it has to do with iran's nuclear but who knows what really is the why-s :( ofcourse zahirnya, its another "self-defense" and ofcourse there is this ceasefire and ofcourse kianat that truce.. here i am thinking, was there really a Goldstone happened or i was only dreaming reading it, was i seeing the future? haha. why is this so similar? i dont know if there is anyone else out there thinking the same.. but have to forgive me ah, i lack of reading ni.. klw pun inda similar to the details, its just.. sama, in a large picture

Goldstone is a Goldstone Report. reporting evidences of what happened in operation cast lead. something like that. you go google if youre unsure..

dont remember how it ended in 2009, but what was it like a month.. two? but it was stated "israel won the war but its reputation is badly damaged", not sure how its gonna end this time... so i was thinking the other day "salah satu tanda kiamat keruntuhan baitul maqdis" -altho we never know apa sbenarnya maksud tanda2 ani, ia terjadi secara terang2an atau simbolik- but point is, runtuhnya/penaklukan baitul maqdis atu pasti kn terjadi.. and i was questioning things i shouldnt have.. "klw pasti baitul maqdis runtuh, on the process (contohnya perang2 ani), we will not win.. not until after runtuhnya baitul maqdis" so i was like, the effort is not worth it then.. we will lose anyway.. but i am well aware that thought is totally and severely wrong.. i dont think Islam agama yg "tanpa usaha", so i thought some more.. its like mati you know? we know nanti tani mati, so knapa berusaha untuk hidup? its not worth it.. nnti mati jua.. ha that hit me. satu, Islam menyuruh tani untuk berusaha dan (berjihad). dua, the process makes up of everything.. dari process lah terjadinya outcome atu.. u see? maybe klw nadanya process ani, dunia will never wake up.. and we will always be blind.. and sometimes we have to lose in order for us to win.. mcm hidup ialah process utk masuk syurga? terluka adalah process untuk menjadi kuat? (that kind of 'process') one thing for sure, ani adalah satu ujian dari Allah.. and tani sbagai Muslim, know where we should stand.. doa will be the least of it :) and dont fight among us over this, dont be swayed and a firm iman would be all we need.. -i honestly am not very good person to give this kind of 'advice' but yeah, thats what i can think of, at the least-

okay.. hee.

the only massive difference that i see this time, betapa aktifnya dunia facebook dgn berita2 serangan kali ani. i dont remember fb being this active in 2008/09.. maybe aku yg inda memerhati.. maybe aku yg overseen it.. maybe populasi fb was very small msatu.. but yeah.. everyone seems to be well informed now.. both blindly and not blindly..


one of those active activities, i encountered this hot debate about this war on a local's public profile.. ah it would be interesting if i have my middle east and armed conflict classes now, so i can be informed on the latest development, listen to my lecturers' wise opinions, learn from the coursemates' great minds.. so i can see both sides' arguments easily. interestingly.. slalunya most people are on gaza's side.. hehe.. so far lah klw urg di class ku tu ah.. but klw kau mbaca article2, byk tia yg pro israel jua.. and i tell you, those articles atu bagus2, believeable, logical, strong arguments laah. u see, if youre good enough u can justify any of your actions.. klw gaza pun jua plg, the articles and arguments pun strong and believable... but yatah tu, as long as israel can justify themselves, and they have their penyokong2 sibanar, nada tu action kana ambil rh israel atu.. you remember how strong Goldstone Report was? masih jua bleh kana against bah.. damn theyre super clever.. (used for the wrong things..)

(im talking in the context of int law and pols ni ah) but thats a good angle jua, i mean u take out religion from the picture and people still go on palestine's side.. because its still about 'humanity'..

so i read this girl's controversial comment.. one thing yg ku puji anak ani ah, she is clever. i am impressed at that young age, she read a lot. she read stuff. she read politics stuff. and she has her own opinion, which means she has a good analytical ability. she didnt say what she said atu just based on taqlid atau mebuta tuli.. she has an informed opinion. might be underdeveloped but i am impressed.. masalahnya she might have used it arah jalan atau cara yg kurang... bisai? she might have spoken fr the wrong side, i say? i mean.. she can use the same cleverness for the right thing (yea no opinion is right or wrong but because she belongs to where she belongs, she has a fight to fight..) and afterall, klw people dont wanna see this from the perspectives of religion, its about humanity jua masih bah at the very basic of it.. so.. in my opinion, she should see more.. dig deeper and learn more... but she's good for her age, klw aku boss kn mngambil urg kraja, i must say i am impressed.. haha.. but im not sure if thats the kind of heart/opinion/personality/soul im looking for in a person.. :) but then again, she is just a kid.. i hope she will grow up, learn more and be a good person, fight fr the right fight.. she has a voice, she has guts and she has a brain, she might go far.. and i hope its fr the right reasons, and fr the right things..


ah anyway it just amazes me how similar this war is like to OCL and how active people are on fb now.. but i hope thats a good sign? :)

ya Allah kau berikanlah ketabahan untuk umat Islam di Gaza dan kuatkanlah iman mereka.. kemenanganMu itu pasti, maka sabarkan lah kami dengan ujianMu ini.. amin ya Allah..