i.. judged and zzz

"bila kau dalam kesusahan ah.. kesedihan kah...you judge siapa yang ada utk kau, siapa yg inda.." -me

im sorry i judged.. involuntarily i did.. i think its not easy to offer the kind words, the kind ears, the kind gestures, the kind shoulders.. but they did. and i will always remember that.. and if i mark friendships/relationships using that moment, its not too much of a 'wrong step' i guess..

sure there are different kind of friendships. those who were there during your low moment just because they happened to be a part your life during that timeframe, those who were there because theyre friends for life, those who were there because theyre empathatic people who know how to show they care.. and those who werent there because theyre just friends who happened to be a part of your life, and just a part of your life.. share some different phases of life and thats all. happened to be bound by one mutual thing or phase or moment or whatever...

and maybe i judged. maybe i put people in these frames... i wasnt suppose to.. but i guess, i am in one of your 'frames' too..

its just, you will be more appreciative to those people who are there for you in your low moments.. and you know you will always try to do the same for them.. (insyaAllah)

alright.

cemaana gayanya ni ah, been spending the week dalam rutin yg penuh kemalasan. bungkar dari katilku ani pun ku payah2an bah.. mcm urg kengalihan sja. padahal nada juaku buat apa2. ngalih mbuat assignment aritu? ai mcm batah udh expirednya kengalihan atuu.. smuaanya malas.. kn uzur kali :p not sure whats our plan next.. esuk sure tidur lagi ni.. monday and tues nite liat xfactor.. maybe i wanna watch breaking dawn nxt week.. wanna watch skyfall jua, tpi BALUM ada wh di sini, tabiat bnr sni ani. emm bayar karan, mybe panyap bilik&rumah.. and wanna watch sunrise.. dont know bila.. so malas.. tunggu th ku boredom emergency kali.. hehe..