Monday, October 29, 2012

purple trees


wanna know why i am so overly excited with these beautiful purple trees? because flowers remind me of my sister.. always. her passion for flowers did influence me a bit, i began to look at flowers more closely and appreciate their beauty so much more.. and now that she is gone, i look at flowers and i can see... her.

i missed the cherry blossom pink flowers. inda sampat gambar2 the other day. wanted to go there and cry bawah pokok.. bnar eh.. haha.. i mean i felt that way those days.. tpi nada jodoh lah.. hehe..

and i wouldnt want to miss these purple flowers too and yahuu i got you!

went around the city. ive always liked jalan2 tnpa tujuan. hehe. just go where ur kaki and instinct bawa you..

thanks fr the treat.. and jalan2!! and more importantly, happy birthday irah!! :)

and and and.... got a mark fr one subject... 70 waaah markahku... 5 marks short from distinction. thats a lot better than i expected! alhamdulillah. tpi bilanya ampir kn distinction atu, i suddenly want more (manusia memang tamak.. sedih..) but my highlight is, disappointment creeped in: "oh if only i did better in test!" (12 over 20!! ertinya i only got 24 out of 40 questions lurus. hahah) and "if only i put a little more effort in my minor assignment.." those sort of regrets. yatah tu makanya.. if u give ur best in what u do, things like "regrets" or this kind of disappointment wont easily creep in! mcm aku dapat markah 68 last sem, didnt regret that at all.

but overall, alhamdulillah ya Allah.. :') mudahan subject lain pun okay.. amin.

now i am left with one paper. i wont get a distinction for this last subject. but my lecturer was so baik, i was so touched that day.. i kind of promised myself that i would do well in her paper.. or at least give my best try.. so yeah.. i'll try to concentrate and give a shot, a good shot fr her! insyaAllah..

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

awwww, didn't know that flowers mean such sentiment to you :) & sama2 thank you jua pasal kiranya my day atu is rahul day heeee

the beautiful thing I can relate to is, trees don't grow green here, they grow purple, intinya: even if tani dari degree lain sebelum ni & not amongst the 'green' others, tapi tani bloom purple, lebih cantik lebih attractive haha (angkats bakuls) kira in our sense, lebih appreciate ilmu kali ani & InsyaAllah kalau orang tanya psl our masters, nda jua seinferior banar takut nda tejawab hehe..hopefully..

&&& subject mu atu yatah sudah accumulative 1 subject kah? if yes siok jua ko tau dah 1, congrats!!!

depdep said...

haha.. insyaAllah, inda jua seinferior msa awal2 "they know what theyre doing and i dont" but overall, its been a wonderful wonderful super interesting experience.. antah in what ways, i felt like ive grown so much.. haha.. well, from pokok gundul to pokok purple kan.. yes? :p

awuu full one subject :D alhamdulillah. tomorrow lagi ku ambil marked paper, then tau th full mark fr another subject.. hehe

Anonymous said...

aiii relieved dah 1 subject bul, siok lahh..aku takut wah lapas ko bagitau pasal plagiarism ahhh tuu footnote ku (aku inda pernah buat footnote sebelum ani tapi talurnya nda jua ku betanya, ignorant) i just hope that i got a pass f dorg accuse plagiarising, sukur tah udah tuu.. 2 subjek bahhh tu :S

sama, brapa lama does it take for paper mu yg final atu kana marked? mdhn jua sebelum ku balik aku tau dah result ku 2 buting atuu, with pass, Amin!!

depdep said...

insyaAllah okay tu. amin!!

no worries.. its just footnotes, minor portion tu plus additional info and it wont be as strict as laws. urg uni pun slalu emphasize catu, law strict. psal ia belurus kn undang2, tmasuk th undang2 essay. kononnya if u cant display a good example in obeying law, u are not credible enough to practise ur law. catu lah. and and yg pntingnya as long as you provide "sufficient" references, bukan semstinya perfect ones.. so, no worries eh.. hehe.. unless urg atu bnar2 intended kn meniru, baru th.. but under normal circumstances most probably okay tu.. bnar ni.. insyaAllah :)

if something goes wrong pun, it wont take long to get back to the students.. students will be informed at least one week or max two weeks after submission tu. inda tarus2 kna mark. informed first. but yes, no worries. normal circumstances okay tu.

antah ah, slalunya my lecturers marking dlm 2weeks. tpi klw ia byk subject diajarnya, ada jua yg sbulan plus. and ada yg inda reveal marks until result kna release. so my final paper would probably on result day, 29nov.

Anonymous said...

caramu becakap ah macam kena knighted 'lawyer adibah' sudah hehehe..Amin Amin Amin, mudahan good results tani this semester Amin!!