im 25!

there is this 4km, 8km run kana iklankan by society here.. i wish i were fit enough to be excited and confident enough to join. haiya. sayang itu fitness kana ajarkan ulih coach hoo.. :s ah plus got enough time and push, ofkos.

havent done any fitness stuff fr a long long time udh. not even jaga my nutrition. tunggu tah abis skulah ah, baruku mikirkan.. hehe

aku ani tidur saja dari kmarin.. bulih sudah ku claim kana bomoh2i ni.. haha.. brabis tidur! aku target 1000 words today. thousand apanya, mbaca pun dikit nganya. aiya.

oh and.. ehemm.. its my birthday today! 11-10-1987 xp -today = sydney time, we are 3hrs faster dari home msani!-

hide my birth date from facebook because.. do u know that feeling when people greet u happy birthday and u cant help but think:

a) theyre 'compelled' and kind of terpksa to do so because my name pops up on their home notifications
b) because their friends greet u and they feel guilty if they dont greet
c) ah its not fair when people remember ur birthday because facebook tells them

but hiding my birthday doesnt mean i wont get any above. but at least hiding it puts me to ease (a bit. very tiniest bit), having the mindset that its not me sendirian berhad that asks facebook to tell people "hi its my birthday"

and yes.. its nice to see who at least go a little (mile) to remember ur bday, and want to (not have to) greet you :)

and if its "none", no one greets me... then its okay. haha. sure it'll hurt, im being honest. but i'll be fine, i'd rather see the truth: no one cares vs at least someone cares.

(i mean publicly 'care'. bcause for example, housemateku greet udah individually. haha xp u sense a bit of 'insecurity' there? :p)

wish fr the year? you want me to be honest? okay..

i wanna meet my soulmate. and i wanna get married before im 30. and have children. and happy family. soulmate husband. me, a good wife and mother :) so basically short term wish: i wanna meet my soulmate. haha. (amin). :p

i wanna be ready physically fr asgar. and that means fit. strong. and everything else, physically.

and mentally ready too. tenang, redha.. lurus niat, kuat smangat, kuat fizikal. amin ya Allah.

basically be a better muslimah, be a better person.*

pnjang umur, murah rezeki, sihat.. HAPPY! success, happy dunia akhirat.* amin

amin..

some wishes are realistically wishing fr the year, and some others fr all time, not just the year.. esp yg ada * hehe.

insyaAllah.. amin ya Allah

so im 25! :)