man across the road

wrote a lengthy simulation-related post the other day, and its left in the draft unpublished. psalnya aku copy paste dari email bah some parts, yatah jadi putih tiaa backgroundnya. nnti tah klw ku rajin.. hehe..

last week i was so tired doing the simulation. antah ah, inda jua brabis committed aku tu prasanku. tapi inda betantu tidur, have to write some 200 words daily, contact dgn partner lah, think fast lah.. yatah this week, i told myself im running out of time (i really am), so i need to use the week wisely siapkan assignment. puii. membalasi ku tidur seminggu2 (exaggerating) but yes.. trok lah. i skipped two classes this week, konon kan buat assgn, aii.. tia krg.. pokoknya minggu ani aku mbalasi last week punya kengalihan..

rugi lah saya. sabar lah saja.

and last week was my pre-mensus. and i was hit by a-something-i-was-in-trouble, maka sungguh brabis lah aku stress! but now i feel much better.. kali lah.. haha.. that trouble is, maybe gone.. alhamdulillah.. klw inda gone pun, antah ah.. ada parts of me yg seem not to care whatever happens from that trouble.. tapi klw slesai cleanly lagi bisai plg.. hehe.. amin..

so im left with assignments trouble tia saja now. oh so cannot wait for november!! lajuuu.. i really want to hide under my blanket.

anyway, kmarin went to kadai sbarang (cerita cd begarit bnr eh, arah facebook pun ku udah post:p).. atu kirakan my/our regular kadai lah. kadai memprint/computer/potokopi.. klw print articles kan dibaca, we usually pakai kadai.. more murah and sanang i think.. klw assgn barutah print drumah, sikit saja.. hehehe.. so, this kadai ani ia punya penjaga slalunya this abang lah.. (aku rasa ia owner bh. housemate think ia ani part timer.. so i do not know eh).. heard him cakap arab, and greeted me slamat ari raya tia, bagi salam tia.. so i knew ia muslim.. tapi inda kmi slalu bcakap.. sikit2 saja lah.. didnt ask him anything jua.. malasku mengurat.. ahaai.. inda lah, he is young. and bari malu jua baah psal kdgnya ramai kwan2nya sana.. hehehe.. mbari malass.. and they have fast pretty cars (hahah. i assume lah atu dorang.. klw ukan urg apartment kdai atasnya atu).. and since this abang ani act like a boss, mcm antamnya saja bisnesnya atu (ah just an impression), psal selamba saajaa ia.. and kdgnya tnya "is this uni work" - mcm kan bagi discount...:p nah mengarut th ku... my point being, based from my not always accurate reading, aku rasa ia urg kaya.. hahahah. skali? inda mbawa kpentingan pun arahku:p haha. kan becerita ku bah, what i think about him. and his friends.

plus.. he is kind of shy. tapi mcm inda jua. just solely based on his red face klw ya bcakap.. and.. kdgnya ia inda jadi bcakap klw ditanya "sorry, what did you say?" pastu inda tia jadi bcakap! hmmph. but thats because jua cakapnya inda brapa tambus wah... his arab slang kuat.. payahku mndgr cakap englishnya.. aku ani pun inda jua steady bcakap, angap mbari watir jua.. but yeah, maybe psal atu jua ia kdgnya inda tia jdi bcakap.. aku kdgnya inda jua tdgr, kn balik2 cakap "apa ko cakap" atu krg mbagi sanak and mneyinggung ati saja.. hehe..

back to my story.. kmarin when i was paying up.. he said "i want to ask you something".. i was like, okaay.. must be about uni.. "are u sunni or shiah" eh.. wait.. what? haha.. so he cakap2 in lenghty about the shiah video.. inda plgku tetangkap bnr cakapnya.. but i got his point.. he wanted to know what i think about the video and then he gave me the vcd and yea "just tell me later what u think about it"... so i asked ia dari mana.. he said "lebanon.. dont worry, its not really shiah ideology.. its for both sunni and shiah.." okay.. no worries.. i dont discriminate.. i'll look into it first, and then see if i think i agree or inda to their ideology.. if its sama or inda mcm what i believe in.. plus mna juaku tau video ani psal apa.. mnatau just a islamic history..

then said to him "you know, last week i did a simulation assginment...." skali he cut me off and said "no worries, indaku gagas.. u can tell me anytime after u watch it.. no rush.. and its really fr both shiah and sunni" - bah kan bcerita jua ku tu.. maybe he felt bad about shiah thing, felt that i wanted to avoid watching it and the only thing he heard was me saying ASSIGNMENT - defo i dont have time to watch shiah - eh i dont discriminate instantly okeh.. let me have my sound 'judgment' first.. i'll watch it insyaAllah, and i wasnt avoiding.. hehehe..

its just interesting how the world rolls. last week i had to study nasrallah's character.. so i encountered shiah and lebanon frequently.. and masa 2009 i met an iranian shiah man.. so... apa tah ertinya ni.. i am shiah magnetic force... haha.. inda lah, ertinya... be careful in life.. mcm2 bleh jumpa.. benda lurus or salah.. benda lurus yg disalah2kan or benda salah yg dilurus2kan.. Allahu A'alam.. i dont have a public say in this.. but whatever life has to offer me, mudahan tah selalu dijalan yg lurus.. amin ya Allah.. :)