windy.. days..

err.. friday was windy. it woke me up. psal bunyi angin bising. then i looked up weather forecast, its 'near gale', looked up on internet what gale is, its usually warning for marine safety. ombak, danger for surfing or worst (klw gale merah), its cyclone. but ours is just "near" gale. wehehe. saturday was still windy! today sdang lah.. tpi dua hari atu brabis windyy!!

thurs class activity was... fun? entah. but that time i thought it was kind of fun. i even forgot my iftar time. forgot to sip a drink when the minute ticked. until 30 minutes later baru ingat. minumnya another 15 minutes later. sigh. makannya another 2 hrs after that. ahah. have double class every thurs.

our activity for this one class ani was to make a "policy" for a country lah kiranya. kana bagi list of things and kami susun priorities among the list: in what will u invest more? its hard to have specific priorities, theyre all important. contohnya, economic security, food security, political.. etc. we couldnt decide specific priorities - not haviing good arrangement is bad for policymakers. haha- we had political as the foundation though, tapi yg arrangement lain2.. kind of goes in cycle, as opposed to pyramid. so when we had to speak up for our group... at the end, people clapped hands. i dont know "people" kah si joe. haha. J is sweet and funny. caliii ia ani. di class, this one particular class (aku ada dua class dgn ia), ia ani ngam with the lecturer, beibun2 lah and with his friend ani.. yataah mbarinya drg bcali tuu.. hehe.. ia ani lagi inda kisah appear as smart ataupun sbaliknya.. (and yet, i still feel like he is smart.. he just doesnt care not appearing as one) even the lecturer pn inda galat kn cakap "err, wrong answer" or "i dont quite get what youre saying" haha.. aku siuk ktawa lah. tpi class ani scary sikit... scary but kadangnya siuk.. aah anyway, back to our group story.. they clapped their hands and J said "well-said" and the lecturer nodded, said "bad policy" they laughed to that "but as a human, that is a good thing" - i think thats why they clapped hands.. we did more "humane" in our arrangement, and the truth in our lack of priorities arrangement touched them somehow.. because jua, i think all of us pun payah kan susun the priorities but they susun anyway because thats how policymakers should be.. but us... we just... were.. honest, i think? haaha. msatu aku happy lah drg tapuk tangan and all that. but then, i came home.. and thought aah i wish i could have explained better so that they clapped hands time aku bcakap. no need to have my friend's assistance utk mnjwab soalan dorang. haha. yeah, getting the words out betrayed me. i couldnt articulate ideas well.. and that doesnt do justice to us, when our ideas are thoughts are far more greater than our speech, than what we could explain in words... hmmph

oh. there is this one laki2 in our class. ia ani antah ah.. provocative wah. obnoxious kali lah. haha. or just.. different. but he always wants to go against people!! aku rasa ada yg sasak lah rh ia ani. and when he spoke for his group (groupnya ani large, mcm 5-6org, kami yg lain sikit dari drg ani).. and as always, he had different opinion.. but he got good arguments fr that and aku pun rasa ia make sense.. tpi antah ah, maybe caranya kah apa kah.. atau ia extreme in his opinion kah.. made people wanna go against him.. mula2 this guy from another group said, sinis "for all 194 countries?" (eh brapakn total countries, 192, 193?)  "i dont agree. its impossible" but the tone said it all.. ada sense of hostility for this guy.. haha.. and then funny J lagi cakap "is this YOUR opinion or your group" and si laki2 ani dgn kunpiden tpi tekulat2 sdikit "yes this is our group's opinion" nya si J "can they explain as well?" he said "yes, ofcourse" followed by at least 2 seconds of awkward silence and some laughs. tpi ada sorang gengnya ani share the same idea so he went in to rescue.. and the lecturer pun bisai jua mnyelamatkan keadaan.. hehe

(maybe thats why J was so happy and mnyokong our group because kami agree with group drg and ours paling kan similar lah idea kmi.. kali lah.. haha)

my days went in hazy.. got a pyjama's sleepover session (:p), then went to majlis khatam.. emm.. windy days, wasted hours of not reading, main facebook atau nimpang2.. and well, goodluck. tmorrow's another new week!