the green bird

... i had a weird dream last night. inda plg last night, time tidur lapas sahur ah. luan2 siang. haha.

i dont know where it started. but there were these bears, black ones.. they were swimming arah satu tempat ani. khas tempat2 bear lah. bear nya ani basssaaar. tempat bear ani mcm cliff yg mebulat.. i mean, sungai/a bit of waterfall surrounded by cliff, making a square-shaped sungai. bearnya tinggal arah lubang2 cliff ani (4 segi also the holes) and enjoyed the river. they were.. happy. me and someone-i-dont-know-who were just watching the scene. and then ada small bird. a green bird. i was told the green bird would kill the bears. and i think i was saddened by that, but more to it was.. amazement or questions.. "how would the small bird be able to kill those huge bears??" and i dont know what answered me (haha), said: "the bird will attack the bear's eyes first" and then it all made sense to me. attack the eyes and things go from there. whatever ways the bird used after that.

inda semana2, the bird ani trabang arahku, skali jadi mcm hero lah ku.. caught the bird! timenya trabang arahku atu, sampat bh ku mnangkap with by bare hands. pewit, mimpi jua bnar. hehehe. then the bird said, "im not here to harm you..", i then pet the bird, and ia jinak. i grew fond of it.. i know i really felt that kind of.. attachment. it turned out, the bird came to me.. to be a friend, to... warn me. of something. ani tah yg ku galat kn mnceritakan in details ni nah. heheh. pokoknya ia warn ke arah kebaikan lah. klw pun ia skadar mimpi, ambil yg baik buang yg keruh. take the good messages yg kana bagi..

and then the small green bird disappeared. indaku tau cana. lupaku or antah lah. kana ganti with two other different birds... i liked those new birds, (eventhough they looked weird), but it didnt feel quite the same. i was still looking for the green bird, thought i would always liked that bird better, and more importantly, i didnt quite get what it was trying to tell me in full picture, so dlm mimpi atu, i needed it to explain further, to find ways for me.. but it disappeared. i guess its up to me now to.. find my own ways, and take the good things from what i.. saw.

hehehe. dream, dream. jaarang jua ku kn ingat mimpi ani:p

hehehe......

i better go to dapur, masak utk sungkai. and later sort my timetable. my clashed works. so i can see how much time i have and how to bagi2 the kraja. goodluckkkkk!