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!!! why is it so difficult to get a decent mark? I MEAN, why is it so difficult to get those decent words out? I MEAN, why is it so difficult to write a review with a specific mark target in mind? no, why is it so difficult to write a good review at all? aaah. im stuck.

and i have to do this 3 more times for this subject (read at least 3 articles for one review, get stuck, staring on a blank page 3 more times). and 4 more times for the other one. tapi yg satu atu inda strictly "critical", asal sjaa ada point. aaand those minor and major essays lagi kan dipeduli. how am i going to get good grades in ALL? haih.. now i see slim chance... but still, i hope. but still, i pray. but still, i try.....