pre-sem

nah, bisai lah sdikit usulnya mijaku ani. thats a pre-semester. shouldve cleared my books atu, and replace with this sem's... ah?

and there's no calendar yakni monthly plan sticked, stamped on the desk yet! i will be ssooo needing the plan/daily timetable of the month written down, to get my life a little organised..

i cleared my Apple desktop.. and left only one folder - MILIR sem 2.

begins my busy days.. huhuhu. gagarku meliat blackboard ah.. the course guide.. baru sbuting course guide ku liat.. for this tue... and i thought i was excited, thought thats gonna be my strength, psal its about middle east and since its middle east, its gonna be associated with Islam, mostly. so there is an advantage for me.. but.. gugur hatiku tarus meliat.. pyah nya kah.. demanding sungguh kah.. the lecturer gave me the impression of.. my LOAC lecturer's style. strict and demanding.. versi lelaki.. saya takut... he is very ready, very organised!! very structured.. all things posted up on blackboard.. lecture slides from week 1-11. references. essay topics. pisan...

essay 40% (okay, im up to essays. because its the 'easiest' to do but the hardest to score. but it doesnt require me to force myself into public appearance. ha ha). seminar 20%, weekly. teepooh bnr eh. and online simulation 40%. hantah canakah exactly caranya. but its a group work... i hate group works. apart from the mingling part, its hard to depend on others for your marks... pyah kn agree dgn org ani, and yet i dont have enough strength to bantah abis and go with my own style :(

this subject can pilih hari slasa or kamis. tues class would be ramai and on thurs atu 13 org sja ~~ i would love to change my class to thurs, tpi thurs aku full brabis... clash tia..

so, i'll just to take each day as it comes... alright..

time to tarik stokin tinggi2. let go off the relaxing days. its over. time to wake up..

Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir ya kareem. rabbi tammim bilkheir.. amin.. amin ya Allah..