no inspired no

if i you ever thought of giving me some kind of motivation, in doing my PG, i think now is the right time. haha. this is the time when i need the motivation, the drive.. the most! ive felt low before, felt intimidated, felt so lacking.. but it only made me work harder! i woke up, had some foods and straightaway ke meja fr the next hours. buat kraja. flowing and flowing, no matter how hard. stopped only at 7pm psal liat fav tibi prog. then lalai. sambung lgi sikit. then lalai. then tidur. but that went on daily, fr at least two weeks non-stop. bah, im so impressed now! haha. psal masani... i am so.... mbari watir malasnya. woke up brabis late... and then wasted some hours lagi on internet or just begulung bawah slimut. lpas tu barutah mbuat kraja. started at 5pm?? at 7pm krg "break" lagi ni... klw at 5pm atu ceradas daras idea ku bisai jua.... ani... dui..... dui... copy paste pun pyah kn blurih ni. haha. sodih eh. i am so not inspired!!! where where where is that desire to hit a distinction? ke mana beliau sudah pergi? come back...... please...

hopefully esok i'll get better!! amin.. :)