city today

went jalan2 today.. psal si housemate baru sahaja menghabiskan semester satu beliau kmarin. hehe. aku abis plg dh klas, tapi assignment bh sbuting lagi~ tmorrow going to pantai kali.. pantai lagi.. hehe.. pantai lain lh plg.. kali lah kali.. and 10hb i'll do my assgn seriously, insyaAllah.. we want to go liat wyg, tpi nada yg siok. so we will wait until ada yg siok... elakkan pembaziran yg berlebihan;p (psal mliat wyg pn udh mbazir nih)

so went to salwana's cafe. we talked and talked. we minum minum kopi, and aku, tihi. tecapai hajat. ticked. then went straight to the city. nowhere specific. jalan sja ke mana kaki membawa~ sampai sana, jalan aimlessly (mnada aimlessly, masa awal2 atu directed to JAMBAN! haha. did free show to the ladies there how to usai tudong:p) okeh, selepas itu.. we were attracted to Adele's song. eh siapa mnyanyi? nda kn urg lain, suara adele jua tu. tapi byk jua urg bekumpul. apa ada? heh heh urg shuffle rupanya!! coolness! but we walked away udhnya abis show without giving any money =( and we said, ai kasian eh, kasian eh. and i wanted to take pics with them, with one of their cool moves..... tapi inda.. we went jalan2 sja tarus.. ramai sungguh sungguh sungguhnya org! watched the colourful light animation on the buildings. watched the beautiful lights. watch the beautiful city behind us. took pictures. amazed by the beauty of... modernization. udh puas ati, back again to shuffle area. another show! emm that api cycle2 thing. but it was funny. made me laugh. abis the show, we stayed there.. thinking how lapar we were.. pilih2 restoran. skali ada tia smula the shuffle guys, kn buat second (if not third, fourth show).. kami liat lagi. this time around, we bagi duit. thats how drg cari rezeki. and what, we watch fr free just like that? it doesnt feel right... and, i planned to take pix with them... tapi... aah gagal. haha. maluku!! and there wasnt any good chance! nada jua lgi urg lain bgambar tu. sengaja th ku ni kn bagi duit ahir2.. ahir bnr eh, smpai2nya turned away mcm kn bepanyap. i had to say 'excuse me' then ia mnoleh. i gave the duit arh topinya. and he was like... surprised? happy? grateful? looked me in the eye, offered his hand to shake, professionally saying thank you. nah, ndaku tcakap kn bgambar slajur eh. plus dorang gagas jua... ada urg next kn buat performance lagi.. and us, we made our way to a restaurant (Cari dari google lah=p) udh smpai sana, aii full taya.. nada seat lagi. so we decided to go home sja. safely arrived at 9pm. i dont have a cinderella life anymore. jalan2 until after midnight=p not safe kali eh. haha pisan jua masa di cairo inda bpantang balik rumah subuh2 atu ah.. liat wyg and mostly lepak rh rumah kwan2 :') and cairo never sleeps anyway.. the only place yg ku brani buat catu...

what do people do kalau tekana mcm sexual assault ah? assault kah namanya tu? like on busses kana pigang kah tu.. i mean sensitively - unauthorized version.. hehehe.. or in crowd, etc? what... scream? 'accuse' outloud? thats what i usually see on tv.. but would other people pecaya.. would other people be on your side.. would they even care? would you even find your voice to scream? or to utter a word? or or just... frozen in place, too shocked, too terrified, too humiliated to say anything. whats more realistic? as opposed to idealistic.

hmm next. want to buy new jacket. contact lens (yakah jua). or new kacamata. emm maybe kasut? entah lah. byk listku ani bnrnya, awal ani ndaku brapa ingat=p but have to save, i wanna go to the mountain itu~

zzz. better rest lah. see u tmorrow~