yoho

damn i feel bad about every little thing. and the feelings are heightened by... aku kan uzur. wooh nasib i already did my 'major' weeks of essays submission. ada plg sbuting lgi, but thats next month. enough time fr me to recover and get well. hih hih hih. insyaAllah. but then, i am facing my presentations weeks time the bad guys strike. bad mood th ku. boring. that'll affect a lottt of things. kraja pun bleh affected.

i am so grateful that the past two or three weeks had been good to me. and i was all positive and kind of happy. that makes things run smooth. made me complain less, show more gratitude, menerima apa adanya.. hehehe and most importantly, i love the way i did the "take each day as it comes" ah sweet! heaven! i wish i were like that everyday :) *hey, im working towards that:p*

actually, i am so excited to see what i'll become by the end of this year. cant wait to see if i'll change (fr good, fr worse) or something? cant wait to see if i really gained something, cant wait to see if i can apply in life, the things learned.. cant wait to see if i can do this master well or not.. just excited! and its exciting too, to find out that you're able to say that you've grown up now even when last yr you thought you've already grown up enough. (aah thats so expected actually. haha) when u look back, then u realise how immature u were? hmm nice feeling. both nice and inda lah. now u feel old and burdened with more responsibilities!

i know tmorrow aku test. but i feel -somehow- cool and relaxed. hmm. and so, im just gonna browse my old stuff in this blog, just to remind me who i really am.. :)