haih its soo easy to give up. why dont i just stop and refuse and mogok, just stop doing the works!! jangantah antar. jangantah datang skulah kali2!
u think i can count how many time those thoughts came across my mind??
=(
at times i'll be happy. yes. and i thought i can do this, i got it. i got the rythym. (naa. thats when i finished my assignment. thats when classku abis. when those little little excitement is in me)
but now, udahnya byk assgn, nda lagiku teklik tu cmana kn mbuat. nda lgi tau cana kn bagi masa.. ive given up jogging, given up monitoring my nutrition.. i dont wanna feel to be obliged mngadap buku, digesting whats behind the texts... i dont wanna go to the classroom, having to face a lot of "so-not-my-comfort-zone".. adding to that is unnecessary rubbish pressures (presonal-non-academic pressure!) aah, i just wanna stop holding on! yeah.
no exciting things to look forward to. no exciting things around. just.. plain and boring and stressful!
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