52

out of 100, maybe i only have 52 percent left of everything inside of me now. hakshaks.

skali ke blog, i keep talking about the same rantings.. i wrote down those same things earlier and said to myself..... balik2 jua eh... sama jua... :p

i dont know whats gonna happen to me in the next month.. got offers from both uni i applied to.. but whats the use.. if no money is being offered to me at the mo to pay fr the studies.. and so, i dont know whats gonna happen next.. still waiting..

if i were in a completely different path, i think i would have given up all these and choose to start my career.. but being where i am, i am not ready fr the career.. and i doubt if i'll ever be ready..

tapi sesungguhnya aku sudah banyak berhutang.... and i'll have to pay back.... with my life... hakshaks..

Allahu a'lam.. He will guide me to the right things, right path.. :)