my cave

woooo... good to be home. =p

the day feels short. spent my day cooking and baking. (its fun - tapi ngalih eh. haha) my whole life, ive only baked three types of cakes. chocolate oreo cheesecake, brownies, and cocoa cheesecake (coklet cheesecake plg namanya, but cocoa jua tu ia pakai.. cocoa lah :p rasanya pun cocoa). atu nganya pemandaiku. should try more! but.. cakes are ridiculous! so not healthy ;( macam.. brapa banyak lah gulanya.. campur lagi kolestrol talur, campur lagi other sweeteners. aish.

spent the day sleeping and watching whatever sorts of fictions too.

im gonna enjoy my days! until im tired of being in the house. and hopefully, its enough time until i dont get annoyed by every little thing, until i am in no bitter mood.

actually, its about the same time of the year as last year i felt this way - feeling bitter, annoyed easily, angry and all i wanted was to be home and "alone". but last year, it was harder and brabis bitternya because i was actually adjusting to being really alone at the house and the hectic summer courses. tapi as the days went by, i felt better, a lot better, happy and i liked my summer days.

anyway, i think ive gotta think again... 'am i really excited for the coming ramadhan in cairo?' hahaha. panasss and ngalih yg lain ngalihnya... i imagine i will have to force myself to cook nanti.. and i will prefer to stay at home (ada tu karang yg julur2 karing lihir mun kn bejaur bnr :p) then if im gonna eat out, i'll have to be really early to compete for the place with the crowd. and the days are gonna be short.. tidur pagi, bngun ptg, masak.. sungkai.. (then bepanyap kah, ke masjid kah.. ) and a few hours later around 10pm, gets sleepy and wake up again after 2-3hrs (or substitute tidur to jalan2 kah), then masak.. or makan sja tarus sahur.. and thats the cycle of the days. short. or so it feels like.

but... its gonna be siok jua i think, in some ways. =D