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you realise my "blog picture" is... old? :p ive never changed it. not that i dont want to. i just never really thought of it... but, i feel like changing it. soon. haha sekhodor kau ani. you know i have three blogs? this is the latest, two of them died.. emm not exactly, one no more. one still alive, barely breathing though.

blog is kind of old and lame, but i dont care.. my hobby. aaah haa haa

the thing i like about words... and thoughts... and humans... and life.. is that, it doesnt need to have an exact answer in most parts. the parts that lie in the grey area.. between black and white. can be interpreted, can be seen in many possible ways. beautiful.

macam.. if maths, you have to find exact answers. isnt that...... hard? but ofcourse, it makes finding solution fun and satisfying.

words (language) vs maths. my teacher once told me... between the two... most people can be good in only either one. if youre good in maths, you probably are not that good in words and vice versa. -me no good in maths, average in words. good in everything else. hahaha. nadawh. i dont know what im really good at. like, REALLY good.. sigh.

hooo eh eh, one friend told me, that my "habit of being messy" is "charming" hahahaha. (first time heard:p) luckily i know the certain limit of that "charm". means not charming, CHARMING.. but something.. just something. but but.. you see, this means that sometimes people can see your flawed habit as something else. hahaha. not that its good though, i'll still have to change that part of me. just... aaah you know, even when u see how hopeless you are, how flawed you are..... there will always be a part of you that makes you, YOU... there will always be people who still can see the good parts in your bad acts.. gagaga antam. ceemattu bh, kononnya.. if applied to larger pictures.. haih. (dont get me wrong. i dont like my habit. but i come to live with it, i come to terms with it. im so used to myself that i sometimes forget how wrong and flawed i am. so used to myself that many times when i know how wrong i am, i still wasted so much time staying wrong)

baaiiidaway, bought a new shower gel yang harum, and some other hasil shopping yang boring. bukan shoppingnya yg boring, tapi hasilnya:p but, i am now excited with the new shower foam... i cant wait to use it. becali ya. atu tah pulang. haha. but, seriously. wuhu

silamat malam. tomorrow's (karang siang) gonna be my day off. half-day lah kali. half day doing nothing. its gonna be fun. im gonna rock it. :p