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i wanna live where a one dollar note makes me happy..

i wanna live where the little things make me happy..

its just hard, world nowadays create greedier people. where people forgot the little things.. where people become less grateful on... things they have, things given. less appreciative.

not that i am not happy on the little things now, but who knows if its only a matter of "not yet"?

you see, i always think that i would always be happy living in freedom.. where i go around the backyard, or the garden.. pulling out the cabbage, watering the carrots, smelling the flowers, lay on the backyard grass, counting the stars.. living like there is no care in the world, enough to love and be loved by those who matter.

hmm.. but would i be satisfied? i doubt. i possibly would whine and be depressed at times, thinking... of what if, thinking of how much more i'd be capable of instead of just smelling the flowers. i doubt it that we will ever feel like getting enough. if you have something, u lose the other something.. right? we cant get both. and therefore.... choices exist! and....

my whole life, i might not choose the best options ever.. not the right decisions ever. and even the right decisions, not might produce the greatest results though. point is... i might not make the rightest decisions, not even the best ones... however, i will live my choices. make the best out of each of them. perhaps, i could even make the best out of those mistakes (when they are mistakes). say... alang2 buat salah, lets just turn it the other way... other word, lets learn!

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