salamat

well.... its not all about me. its... never about me. i just.. dont know..

and i.. i surrender.. i.. feel defeated.. and.. i will stop.. just.. i want to end this all. i dont see the point. i never see the point... but.. aah u know, mind and heart dont always go together..

my posts.. lately.. they are kind of "dark". hahaha.

and this.. i wonder if im just saying.. or i mean it?

hee hee hee