the first song

i cant just master it overnight right?

cant even be good in just a few weeks.. huu.. i was told, patience is the key. passion is the catalyst. beauty is the result :p

practices dont make great results.. good pratices make great results.. hmm? i guess, i'l have to learn to walk fr now.. and then, i'l still walk.. but gracefully this time :p

when i am good enough... let the first song, the first real song that i'll ever play be fr you :) ..i just hope you'd be there by that time :p

so.. on the other note, i am a bit upset on certain certain someone because of certain certain comment about myself.. well, this is abt my spontaneous presentation just now.. he said "ooh. u didnt talk about ur family, but u talked about ur village instead.u dont love them?" -- i replied to that "as a matter of fact, of course i do. its just because, my family is not related to what i said earlier.. but i believe my village does.." -- him "no, u didnt say u miss them. u said u miss ur village. it says something about u" -- me "i disagree with u" but.. of course he didnt listen.. maybe he is good and all that, u know.. but to me, he has little respect on what others have to say.. less appreciation.. not so good listeners (even if ure such superiors lah kiranya).. i mean.. have u never thought why i didnt mention my family during that presentation? oh-maybe-i-was-telling-the-truth... maybe u just have to nod and stay silent at my defensiveness when u attacked me.. because IT WAS MY PRESENTATION on ANY TOPIC.. plus u said u didnt care what i talked about, u just wanted to see HOW i presented them.. yes, maybe that tells u something about myself.. but.. did u have the right to comment further on that when i gave u one answer already? couldnt u see that i was -maybe-being-defensive?

havent u thought that maybe... its just hard fr me to talk about them? maybe it has some sensitivity to me? maybe i just couldnt talk about them to strangers.. to people i barely know.. maybe i am just not comfortable.. yea, u see.. i was telling the truth on my answer (the-not-so-related-thingy) and u were right too, that it tells something about me.. but.. whatever u see.. whatever u saw.. im telling u now, that u dont have the right to be rude to me, telling me that i dont love them? that i dont miss them? just because i didnt say doesnt mean i dont feel it! u dont even know me! and soorry fr being defensive.. sorry fr arguing.. ure just.. rude. i just think that we should have respects on other people's silence.

heh heh. now, thats kind of personal :p