the fine line..

siiiggghhhh brabis. I was in the mood of posting bout the sungkai-out with the girls msa tues. I had funnn!! Bnar. Hehe. Thanks a lot RAI fr the ride :) jn jara.jenggejeng :p

yth kn, that night, i saw this momma (ndaku tau apa bngsanya) and and ia ani bwa anaknya kn.. Usulnya baru pndai bjalan.maybe 1yr plus umurnya.. Skali ia bwa anaknya pkai tali!! I mean,tali atu mcm jnis yg di attach arh bdan/baju anak atu plg. I was speechless, exchanging glance with a friend. Then we both "what??! Mcm kuyuk ia buat anaknya" well, i know i sound kasar. But that was my first, 2nd, 3rd impression! Ndaku prnah tliat urg mbwa anaknya cmatu. We were sayiing jua,maybe kmi yg ktnggalan zaman,katak kmi ani.. Nda tau mnau msani atu th style urg mbwa anak. Whatever. I hate the sight, esp th in my own country and bngsa. Wh emosi. I dont agree with that. Sophisticated mnakh cara atu, ndaku agree. Personally, i think thats against ethic and moral kemanusiaan. Wahaha. Alaaa terover th plg ku.

I said earlier "i was in the mood", actually there is something happened today that killed most of the.. Err excitement? If im still in the lalala good mood, maybe id be able to dscribe my sungkai-out day in a more iski way..

Nway.. Back to the sigh.. At this moment, second, every passing minutes and hours earlier today.. I just wanna go bacck to cairo so badly. I guess, thats my way of running from problems.. And discomfort- of what im feeling now. Haiya.. I never expected to do what i did, never even thought i had the capability to stand up or throw a word.. Let alone my whole action.maybe, just maybe.. To be in a postive side, thats a sign of me growing up.. I know, they look at me like im still the little girl, the one who sits in the conner, saying nothing, wanting nothing but the lollipop. But no, im 21, not that i think 21 is the legal age or is there any age that holds our independence. Its the individual, the surrounding, and just who they are. Ive grown up, in a way that i have my own way of thinking, of taking action, of seeing things. Im sure it was shocking and very unexpected. It was like.. Me??!! I am sorry, i really do.. Fr what happened and fr what i did. I didnt mean to, but like i said.. Maybe its the age factor or whatever factor it was .. Issssshhhhhhhh!! =(