faded black jeans

its been 2 weeks im in holiday. HOLIDAY!! Finally, after the long long two months, approx. (err.. not long lh, it feels short.very) but looking back, weighing, counting, batah sbenarnya attachment atu. hehe. Most conners of my memory now filled with my days here, i was thinking mcm nada wh the 9 months back in misr. Oh,dont get it wrong there, id be lying if i say i dont miss egypt. I do. But not enough to gimme the urge of going back there-err.. Yet.

I fall to a routine now, no need to mention, but i have all the time in the world now. Haha. Ask me, tidur? Btapa dlm bilik? Im an expert :p emm i think the phrase should be changed to "i waste all the time in the world now" cana? Haha. I go jln and everything, quite often. But mostly at night. Yth mcm nd puas2 rsanya. And yg boringnya i dnt think i can go meet friends later, andang slalu nd blaku due to transport prob.

Compared to the two months of attachment, i barely had a "life",esp yg 2nd mnth lh. I lost track of days, of time (smpai lupaku kurik tlinga wh sbulan2 ah) haha pcaya kh ndakh mnasja biskita :p ..and now, i do appreciate having those days. I enjoyed this year's program much much more. I like this yr's holiday much better. I am happier, i suppose. Haha. (boo, bunyinya mcm urg bekaseeeeh kaseeehan sj. =p) nway, i hope il be happy fr the rest of the days. Happier. Emm i hope it lasts. Happy. =)

surprising tho, i can stop the desire to step on pump it up, quite long ago. Thanks to the damn lost track of times lh kali. Haha. As much as i miss that other life of mine, or counting days mulih ksna (not in that excited way lh. In btween of thinking and planning and excitement and sadness....... ) , im.. I feel its so skajap here. I dnt feel its enough tho. Haha u dnt get to hear this often frm me. Not so like me. Hehe. two weeks plus more. Hope i'l make use of the time wisely. Hope i'l fulfill my wishlist, if not all, then most. I wanna spend more time with anak buah (and family lh.hehe). Hopefully,wise and fun.ececeh. Oh oh kn main bunga api ku eh :D puas2 mkan,mbali,beujan,mliat utan,main kucing.. And what else? Aiii im addicted to reading fictions nowadays (its been quite a while plg addicted, tpi now krasahan tia mbali buku ah.kacchhing.heee)

bh enjoy ur holiday guys!!