maybe i can see ur halo~

i feel guilty somehow when i use my senses...

i feel like.. i dont make good decisions.. i dont do the right thing.. my senses is just so wrong.. the way i act is irrational? and sometimes.. i cant control my emotions.. and i know sometimes im rude? yes, i hate that part of me.. haha

haha. im learning a lot of DONTS lately.. thanks to YOU.. but you make me feel like a dumb. congratulations eh. feels the eyes on me, us.. u make everyone else look at me, us differently.. in a bad different way.. im not blaming u on everything.. its maybe on me, us jua.. MAYBE.. but the team fails when the leader is a failure.. sorry, but thats how i look at u.. nda kau malu kh tu?

as much as i hate what i see, what i feel, what im going thru.. im learning thou, im observing.. im growing up.. whether or not its in a good way..

somewhere along the line somehow.. i met a lot of great people.. great friends.. thanks..

just so u know.. im gonna miss this..

im gonna miss this...

i know i will...