......

maybe i hate what im going thru now...

when every little thing seems to bring u down.. when there is a lot that u dont know.. when there is a lot of mistakes that u do.. u did.. u will do.. when there is a lot of things u need to learn.. a lot of things is unfamiliar.. a lot of things u do not agree at, loads of people u have to deal with..

where uncertainty is everywhere around u, everywhere in u...

when everything seems to make u feel like trapped.. and and.. everything u do is just wrong... even worse, when u dont know what to do...

u feel like ure not good enough..

and.. there is a lot of things that u hate..

annoyance that u cant tolerate..

im just... tired... i miss everyone, everything.. i miss my LIFE

yea, so i brokedown and cried...

afraid that the pressure will squeeze me to death lgi esuk2.. HAHA

S.O.S

:p