hello again

emm well, its been a long time since the last time i heard the wind whispering, feeding me inspiration. wah bigali, cm bnar. haha. its almost a month since my last post.

ive been busy [but thats not why i didnt sign in here... its just... i told u, sort of colourless], and yes, been busy having those night classes and this week, going thru oral exams. 3 subjects done. next, alQuraan. hope to do well, all of us. =)

last year, i remember fighting fr the turn to do the oral. i made my way thru the crowd so that i could have the early turn. i dont know.. maybe i was just tired or maybe im so used to being the first candidate, back in high school. this year, i didnt do that. im among the last.. or klw ada seat, il sit.. but ndalah tahap menyerah diri. u know, its funny how open the oral exam is held. u can hear other's questions, u can possibly see other's mark. what i call as soalan bocor.. but then, funny how i still nervous bout it, funny sometimes i got stuck. iya iyalah.. it depends on ur luck anyway. klw snang soalannya sukur.. its not like soalannya always sma mcm urg before2.. there are loads to be asked, so its right to be nervous. ceh. and.. fr the record, first time ku abis oral ahir. i came to school at nine, waited waited and waited until its 2.15pm.. told u, i didnt fight fr the turn. heh.

hmmm.. bh lets hear my story.. while im willing to share. apanah? its today. we had the oral exam arah mudarrag mabna gidid. u know, the room is so wide.. byk urg.. etc. oral pn dmana2.. and i decided to walk around. maybe i could get some soalan bocor? haha. then i saw tia this singaporean friend.. then i looked her in the eyes fr somewhat 2 seconds? until i asked, "udah oral? apatah?" her eyes... i dnt know. pelik. shock maybe? fr somehow.... silence in two secs-again?
....she said, "saya tengah oral ni" what??! i looked around. eh rupanya ia duduk dpan dukturah th tu. oral th ia msatu tu. aaah. barimalu. i didnt know. haha. baik jua ndaku kna teriaki ulih dukturah atu. aiyo. apala. hmm..

the reading and memorizing that i did this week, esp fr feqh muqaran reminds me of running.. running wh. haha. in running, we started fast.. energetic.. fun.. then we slowed down.. when we slowed down its hard to regain the pace.. then possibly we stopped. we told ourselves not to stop. we told ourselves to continue to a specific distance. "smpai sini, nda lgi lama ni.nda lgi jauh" but when we stopped? its even harder to start running again,even at its slowest rate. unless u have more than enough rest. and good motivation. even so, we wouldnt run the way we ran tadi. yth, sma mcm buku. heeee sukatiku lah.

bh nnti th bcrita nyanta ah.. i dont quite know how to blog anymore [what..like i did know how? haha]