go away

hmmmm.. i feel so colourless lately. hahah. err.. i dont feel so fresh and light and alive? lack of fun in life i think. hehe. i dont see something new, different or interesting. apanya~ awu wh.. yg bennerr kali..

thurs, was probably the most extreme class ive ever had so far. ish, ish ish. sampit, sangal.. 2hrs bdiri.. bdiri smbil bsampit. baik nasib, kdg2 trujuh2 jua. baik th jua nda bebau. this arab girl th jua, memajal kn memasukkn kerusi. nda kau tau kh kerusi atu bsar? nda kau tau kh kau atu ahir dtg, jnth kn majal. nda kau tau kh bulih jimat space mn ko nda pyah duduk arh krusi BASAR atu? nda kau tau kh kau atu annoying? nah.. but then, on the opposite side.. rugged jua ia majal atu ah. i dont know how she sees thing, what was she thinking smpai ia majal cmatu (bnar kamu.. klw diliat klas atu,mcm nda ukum lgi krusi atu kn masuk bh. mn udh urg kn msuk pn btamu idung. heh) and at last, somehow ia dpat space utk krusinya. well, aman damai lh ia blajar. point taken- nda ku dpat concentrate eh!! it has always been like that fr syafi'e class-es. eh well, exam is just in less than a month. i hope we do well. very well. najah, insyaAllah. amin.

aaand we've been spending weekends membilak2 buku, and every other night, ada kelass malam itu. campur tulak- i have only one free night slash day. im not err.. complaining.. tpi, awuu ngalih plg.. but then, thats fr the better good. eseh. id rather be tired than sorry. itu kn.. ilmu? =D

and yes, wlwpun kunun2nya busy.. ive been spending my time watching movies jua. hehe. yth tu nh.. ahir plg tidur. i think taken is siuk. and dragon ball pn siuk. but then dragon ball atu.. fr those yg follow storynya dari awal.. i think, most of them nda ksiukan th kali tu.. maybe lh.. and plakonnya boring.. si goku sja yg ku kbisaian udh malar2 diliat atu. heheh

movie kite runner jua. if u havent read the book, u wont find the story interesting.. kali.. psalnya mcm boring wh. slow. and genrenya.. life. background, afghan surrounding mostly. the beauty of kite runner is in the way khalid brings in diff, strong characters. its irony. the lesson from it. the life in it. and... most of all, the beauty of his writing. thats what puts the movie one, two steps behind from the book. tpinya sedih jua ku eh. haha. but it took quite a long time fr me to immerse myself into the story and therefore kejiwa.. wowow. oh, and arh movie atu baruth nmpak the changing in amir's character. the irony of his personality & life. msanya damit vs ia bsar. remember when the father said- there is something missing in amir- a man who cant stand for himself cant stand fr others. and in the end, i love the way ia stand fr sohrab. lawaaa. ada ktegasan dlm klembutannya. eseeeeeh =p yth kn, baruku mliat movienya.. cos before ani nadaku rsa kn liat. sbab mcm boring or ganas.. tpi okay lah.. boring and ganas lies in between of siok and sedih. haha. and muka si hassan atu bari sayu sikit.. wish ia ada blakon time bsar jua. but nada..

okay.. off now.

die die sweetttt.. - why did i ever think of trusting you? bnarrrr th ehhhh..