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adui, i dont like the sight of my room. of course i still love walking into it, its the homiest part i have here [one of the homiest part in my life, to be honest]. so, back to my point.. bilikku th yg paling bejurit msani dlm sejarah tamadun manusia. bukn sja msani, andang slalu bjurit bh. skajap nganya ia lapang ulihku. bh udh2,or else il expose too much info here. haha.

but yea, i know.. how much people might have guessed me thru my blog.. how much ive exposed myself directly or indirectly. depends lh on how good u can read people.. if ure not, then, u will just misinterpret me and my words and my life and my philosophy and everything. haha. yg nyatanya outside, i act different depending on the who,when,what,how. different to diff people, diff situation, diff mood, diff reasons. consciously or not. im quite sure andangnya manusia cmatu. might be different outside but inside, we are who we are. IF IF we could ever define who we really are.. paham? paham? hahaha~

ive just learned this word 'fudhuliyyi', when the word is used in jual beli. means urg ketiga yg penyibuk urusan jual beli urg lain. misalnya si penjual ckap "aku jual gayung ini dgn hrga 78 ringgit" then skiranya alumpun si pmbeli smpai qabul.. ada tia urg menyampuk "eh gayung ani kualiti tinggi ni, nada garit. buatan itali lagi. gelugut pun nda mlakat. hrganya 110 ni. ia jual arhmu 110 ringgit" misal lah. misal. eh kawan2.. lurus kh pahamanku erti fuddhuliyyi atu? haha~ correct me if im wrong. i can always delete my post. haha. iatah kn.. wujud bh urg catu atu. behapa kn ya? mcm... wujud jua urg2 mcm mami jarum, urg penyibuk mlampau.. etc2.. cali bh perangai.. tapikn.. life would be less fun if it wasnt for those different and weird people. klw nada prangai yg pelik2 atu.. nada tia kn diucapkn. haha. asta. awu bh, nda baik dih prangai~. but point is, life is a stranger. people are different. but its not always a bad thing. they are treasure in a way. ooh, i always see something predictable as boring. so anywaynya.. ukan plgku kn mnyokong sifat2 mazmumah yg telah disebut itu. well, u get me.. I HOPE =) ...... and yes, no offense. [adakah?haha].

what else? good night.. =D

easy games arent fun.. but i always lost in good, difficult games.. not lost.. i didnt even really try..