dear time

despite the thought of im tired, i find my eyes more than half awake- not wide awake.. find myself hardly drifting to sleep.. not even close. i woke up early today. early. by early, i mean 7am. [tho alarm ku 6!] . psal kn jog. and i did one lap. ONLY. ONLY. frustrating, should be. but i expected that. and even planned to, but still.. i didnt think i would really do it. heh heh

ohh my body really tells me that im tired. even my mind too. guess my adrenaline is the reason.. that im still awake.. or maybe a corner of my mind refuses to admit im tired. hah. apakn. this proves im tired.

huu tell me what silence means? good silence? bad? scary? soothing?

i only want to know that silence...

and i have some more to say. tpi ngalihku. and esuk aku skulah, mutik tasdik. i really dont feel like going to school.. but i dont want someone else to take it for me. thats less fair for now.

there was once i thought, i gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning.. you used to be the one that put a smile on my face.. -but i got more and more reasons each day.. new beautiful smiles.. haHA mnasja~

AND.. before id be disappeared again- IF IF la.. i dont know, cant even really expect myself.. haha.. so.. IF U HAPPENED TO BE THE 1110TH person to hit this blog, do let me know.. write in something arah shoutmix kh.. nothing much, just for selfish fun.